The Goal...What?

What?.. What is the goal?.. Keeps popping up.. What are they talking about?.. What is my goal?..
Need a list.. List will make it easier.. I suppose.. List towards the goal I don't know..

Big things.. I suppose I do need to finish school.. That's always a big thing.. But college.. What for college?.. Psychology.. And art.. Yeah.. But what is that goal?.. What is that moving towards..? Wha..

Don't like coming at each new day blind.. Want to know what I'm doing.. can't.. Unpredictable.. Don't like it.. mm.. Maybe that's why I don't like school as much..
Want to know..
Maybe that's why psychology..? And art feels good.. Allows me, and them to express.. To get it out.. To show it..

But what's the goal..? Why do I live?.. Knowledge..? Is that why?.. Seems like..
Suppose it's fates job to get me to do, nudge whatever in some direction..
Yet it seems so.. empty.. Life is so empty right now..
So unreal.. It's becoming unreal again..mm.. Don't like it..
Bleh..Tired..
Stuff to do today though.. ..Sigh;;