Wednesday, February 8, 2012

February 8, 2012.

..Wonder how he's doing. There's no update.
Could always ask, idiot.
..Feh, shut up. I'm trying to go with it. Doing okay so far..

Social worker from CPS came today to talk to parents, and me some.. Hah.. Parents decided to go back on their word.. Had given the laptop back so long as I put it on the dresser at night..
She won't fucking go away.
Kill it. Smash its head into the wall. Grab the bedpost and beat it. Beat her.
..No. No. I can't. I won't. Shut up. She's my mum..
She deserves it anyway.
.. I can't disagree there.
Anyway.. That kind of bugs me.Really bugs me. But, I'll stay sane. It's the only way.
Mnh.. In twenty days, my parents will be going to someone to tell them about me. After that I will see said person, whom is a psychologist, and will go through three hours of testing.
Anxiety, aspergers, and Depression.
I have decided to tell the complete truth. This'll be interesting.
Social worker worded it as, "If you thought I asked a lot of questions in the 45 minutes we talked, oh boy.." Eheh..
...Strange part is, I'm kind of looking forwards to it.
She mentioned that questions may be asked that I won't be comfortable with answering and I should just be honest.
...She also mentioned that within the first ten minutes of talking to me the first time, she realized I am a very anxious person.
Hah..

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