Friday, January 20, 2012

1/21/12

Wonderful morning.
Ever been so caught it dreams, in sleep, that a basic need caught you whilst asleep? That you couldn't wake up? Well, now I have. Not quite a coma, but, hypersomnia perhaps. I could not wake up.
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^Alright, so I wrote that last night and never finished.
Let me continue.
Ehm, well. I fell back asleep and woke up when my dad slammed the door open. It was time for school, I was doing what I usually do when I've decided I'm staying home sick. Even turning in the bed hurt my back, so. I thought it'd be.. reasonable to stay home. Especially since my backpack which I have to carry around all day has two full binders and a bunch of other stuff I NEED in it.. Which WOULD kill my back.
However, my parents decided otherwise. Mum decided I was just fine despite how much I'd been hurting before; She saw that I could hardly walk; I could go. So she told my dad not to go, making him late for work. So I end up talking to mum and she's being pretty reasonable, and then dad comes in and she leaves. He goes into the big picture shit, says that if I physically can, I have to go to school now, cause I missed too many days.. Yeah, I have missed too many days, I agree. I dunno what's going to come of that honestly.
...Summer school would suck, since I'm in all honors classes in the first place. x-x Maybe that will make up for it if I manage to keep my grades up? Neh..
Anyway, I end up hiding my laptop, because he starts to threaten that if I don't go to school right then, he's gonna ground me, take the phones, take the laptop.. Basically cut off my communication with the outside. Completely.
Which, I have to be honest? Might kill me. I couldn't live without my friends..
They're all that makes any of this worth it.
He starts to act even more serious about it. Keeps talking, won't leave me the hell alone.
So I start aggravating him. What the hell have I got to lose, I asked myself. Eventually I was just trying to drown him out, hands over my ears and babbling.
Ends up with him on top of me, pinning me down, fatass that he is.. Hand over my mouth and spitting on my face as he screamed.
Turns out he scratched my nose too, enough it bled. xD So there's a scab on the tip of my nose now, wonderful eh?

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