That's what you'll get she says
If you want to be committed
To an institution
Do you want it? To rot? You want to rot? You'll get it
That's what you'll get
Push me further
Do it
I fucking dare you.
More melatonin, want the sleep
Want sleep
So far from it
Rot
Rot..
Arms sting
Thighs sting
I'll go tomorrow
Don't expect me to smile
Or work
Or really be there.
Can't do it.
Can't do this.
Have you
Have you
Mock fucking concern in your voice mother
Yours was almost genuine
But fathers
Liar
Liar
They scream it
LIAR
This isn't fair she says
Not fair to do this now
I'm not keeping you here they say, I say
Here, I'll make it easy for you
Go away. Fucking go away. Leave me alone.
They asked me if I'm on drugs.
I don't need drugs to get like this.
Shows how much they know.
My head.
My head..
Go on thinking its all about the computer though.
What comes next?
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